There was a time I was afraid of everything. I was afraid of sending a message my client, I was afraid of ‘saying’ action on the sets, I was afraid of my hubby stopping to love me so much. You name it and I was afraid of it. So I kept pushing every thing away and hiding under the covers. I passed on all my film projects to my hubby and it complimented both of us beautifully, as he was passionate about films and I….loved…well being afraid :) And I loved him.
And then one day everything is just taken away from you. The last stone of the Universe, on which YOU stood upon just disappears. Like my hubby just collapsed out of a heart defect that had gone undetected since birth.
And what do you do then? Face your fear. It’s not even facing your fear, it’s overcoming the fear as you do not have a choice. And doing this choiceless act, happily.
Do you know what lies on the other side of such seemingly insurmountable fear? Not just courage, but ecstasy. Freedom. The high no drug in the world can ever give you. You simply surrender into the abyss, and let let go of everything you ever held on to. And that’s when magic happens!
The power that takes care of the Universe, takes care of you better than you could have ever taken care of yourself. It’s when you let go of every everything and let your body and spirit loosen up, you float into the infinite ocean of magic, only to know that the ocean too is you.
So then why don’t we do it? Well, we like control and we are afraid that if we lose control, we’ll lose everything. And what do we really achieve with that control? Nothing. We can never achieve ANYTHING great, by trying to control it. So is it letting things control us? No. Then what is it? Well, surrender your fears and find your own answer :)
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